Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Mondo Beyondo!




















1. What do you want to acknowledge yourself for in regard to 2007?


  • My biggest accomplishment in 2007 was returning to college. This actually began in 2006 with a huge leap of faith on my part, listening to the world around me as it nudged me into that direction (more like a huge slap) and then jumping in with both feet. But I actually worked my but off in 2007 and not only returned to school, figured out what I want to be when I grow up, pulled a 4.0 both semesters, and enjoyed every bit of it.

  • I am very proud that I did not throw in the towel after seeing my class syllabus- all 10 pages of it!

  • I balenced, school, work and family.

  • I am teaching my kids a valuable lesson- even though they do not recognize that now.

  • I spent less money.

  • I was a better wife and mother.

  • I got my kids out in nature, beach, hiking, etc. They connect so easily with the world around them.

  • Instilled a love for photography with my kids. Pictures taken by 5 year old!

  • Feel more complete.

  • Paid off and consolodated some debt. Oh the relief.


2. What is there to grieve about 2007?
  • I grieve for Isak- my cat that I had for 17 years. I am grateful he is not suffering anymore, but taking him to the vet to be put to sleep was absolutely heartwrenching. I had Isak before my husband and my children. He accompanied me to more cities and houses than I can remember. I miss him. Sometimes I call the new cat Isak by accident.

  • I miss my husband's Buscha (grandmother). She died this September right before her 99th birthday.

  • I wish my daughter would not have quit dance. I made life easier- but I wish she hadn't quit just the same (She did begin piano though).

  • Wish I would have made my kids practice more for their piano lesson. Something I am going to work on in 2007.

  • Not having the guts to always be honest.

  • Returning to school was hard, sitting next to 19-22 years is hard. It at times made me very self conscious- especially physically. I felt old, I notice my wrinkles, I notice the parts that sag. I should have been more forgiving.


3. What else do you need to say about the year to declare it complete.

  • 2007 is very complete.

  • I feel as though I have absolute closure.

  • It was a good year, no really a great year.

  • I do not really feel that it needs an abrupt ending, 2008 is a wonderful continuation.


2007 I declare you complete

Love, Sam

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