Fire!

• Apparently I am of the Fire Element tonight. I treated myself to the most wonderful massage tonight. I haven't had a massage since I was pregnant with kid #2. Not sure why- just did not take the time for myself or of course there may have been other things I wished to spend my money on.
• Anyway- I am fire tonight- which is totally not like me. I am a Taurus and always very earthy.
• I am taking time this year to create a better me. I promised myself during the beginning of my massage- as I tried to let go of all inner dialogue- that I would make myself healthy again. Wierd thing happened- from somewhere deep inside I heard my core say "Thank You".
• I plan to be healthier in body, mind, spirit and emotion.
• I also did pilates today. I took it easy- haven't done pilates since right after my 2nd child was born (boy kid #3 took it's toll on me). I am not sore, but everything feels just a bit more alive. (Hmmm- maybe that is where the fire comes from). My husband, the physical therapist in the house, said when I tried to explain how I was feeling, "It feels like you got oxygen to all those muscles, hey". He's always technical, and always right. But yes I feel like everything was breathing again. (Hey doesn't fire need oxygen!)
• So I am fire tonight.
• A fire has been lit...